I’m sick of feeling like I’m spread to thin and like no matter what I do I can’t please everyone (or really anyone at this point). I’m working my ass off to try and make some decent money and get a raise and it’s just making it hard to deal with other elements of my life. I haven’t has a weekend day off in two months where I have actually gotten to lay around and relax without having to do something or be somewhere or entertain someone. I’ve been going going going. I’m spent. I keep having anxiety attacks that make it feel like I’m going to vomit all over everything and collapse into a pile of worthless human being.